i'm here

mmmm, it's been a while now, right? you know, since i've written or posted something here. cause? my second school year. it's getting harder and harder. i have five MAJOR subjects now. can't be playing around like i did last year..... oh, well, i didn't actually play around, but whatever.

THIS! (as tumblr people say)
welllll, nothing much has happened since last time we spoke. i went for a weekend trip to Oslo. it was nice. spent my last day at a bowling hall with bestie R and some couple of guys. her crush came as well. so he was off limits.
Would you go for a guy even though you know your bestie likes him as well? please share in the comment box!


bestie John lost his grandma, so he isn't here now. i miss him. we were supposed to hit the town together last saturday, but the unexpected happened.

my roommate has gotten herself a hubby. i think. or maybe a part-time hubby. came home on sunday and heard a male voice in the bathroom with the shower on. everything changed until i heard HER voice as well. *yikes* they made noise. not that type of noise. and he has a weird laughter. you know when someone laughs but tries to suck in air at the same time? yup.

i'm taking my photography to another level. i've been thinking of taking some portraits of myself or someone. plus i bought me another ancient Konica camera with film. and i managed to get in touch with some guy who could teach me how to work a dark-room. less money spent, more skills banking in.

i thinking of applying for a job in Statoil or whichever oil company. i want to get some experience. and people say it's an advantage being a young, black/foreign woman.

YARN BRAIDS for next summer =D
ps. this is not me
mom finally got a job. Thank be to God. she's been jobless for 3-4 years. got to know when i was in a shop. almost screamed out with joy. but i kept it in.

i should learn to say no more and turn down people politely.

finally befriended a girl. lol. she is from D.R.C. she is funny, cute, beautiful and polite. she and i go to the same microeconomics class. i'm looking forward to know her more.

hip hop hooray! OOHHH,EYYYYY
dreamt of snakes the other day. google'd it up and found out that i might have some hidden sexual desired in me. and that i should free them. plus if i killed the snake at the end of the dream, then that means i'm going to overcome something. really all this from a dream????? smh.

i'll leave you here.
take care and enjoy life.
autumn is here and so is a new beginning.
carpe the f*ck out of the diem.

Jah Bless.

black panther


3 comments:

Dre said...

Wow! I dreamed of snakes the other night and I was always told it means I had an enemy in disguise around me (hence the phrase "snake in the grass") but I had never heard of the sexual desire meaning. Either one could be true for me at this point lol!

I think it's wrong to like a guy your friend is dating, but sometimes you can't help it. If you and a friend have a lot in common, you may have the same taste in guys from time to time. I don't think you should act on the attraction though if your friend has confided that she wants to pursue him. What do you think?

Great to see you and I wish you the best of luck with your 2nd year of school!

black panther said...

hey, dre. no, they aren't dating, but she is trying to pursue him. and i understand, i can't pursue him as well. i mean, losing a friend isn't worth it!

i'm serious! the whole snake dream is connnected to sexual desire. hehe

thank you. :) promise to post frequently.

Ginger said...

Hey you,
Happy to hear your mom's good news.

Nay, i wouldnt touch the guy my bestie is dying for. Well, its more like whoever publicly declared their intent first should have first dibs. And have you considered what you'd do if crush doent return her advances and comes for you instead? risky.

have a great autumn!

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